Dear life,
Stop taking me into the loop of unsung lyrics
I can't hold it anymore when you direct the exact unhappenings
Stop taking me to the cemetery of dead dreams
I can't keep hearing the wailings of those dug beneath
Stop taking me to the wonders of rainbow
I can't keep going with it's charms invisible
Stop taking me to the polished roads
I can't un-prefer the walks I walk in roughs
Stop leading me to the land of clouds
I can't leave behind the scenes I lived
Stop doing every nuisance that has been to me
I don't have credit to every smiles I have given to as a gift
Dear life,
Hear me out for this once, huh??

Then repeat

A beautiful delight
Letting the senses
Warm up
Raise up
Find their rhythm
Find their blending
Find their bonding
Exploring and enjoying
Immersive touch
Confluence of depth
Emotions thru physical
A dance of ecstasy
A full length ride
Lingering fulfillment

blindfolded in crimson silk
he removes one sensation
to awaken
the rest
passion enveloped
in erotic elegance
they slow dance
pressing
their bodies closely
embracing
every
rhythmic pleasure
that beats out of them
serendipitously
their senses meet
climax
they rest
then repeat

Fiction

Let's go somewhere cozy,
Somewhere you can get to know me,
Ask me whatever you want to ask,
While I bask in the glory of being,
Right here, in this moment,
With you in my arms,
Let's do everything we can do,
To keep tonight from ending.

Me

I write perspectives on
my own experiences
in my life
it's how i am i find clarity
to pursue my way

My way is broken unnatural
poetry i cannot write
or be anything but this thing is EveryEmotion is
my disguise

My eyes are blinkered
my world my own
it's how i am.

PS: grammatical errors were intentional

EGO

I've no idea if it is my ego or my weakness, I just can't tolerate the feeling of being alone. Fear of losing you just hunts me time and again. I always want to call you mine, only mine. You might call me selfish or a person full of ego. I'm just stuck. Stuck in an ego trap, a situation where you let your own inflated perception of yourself distort reality and negatively influence your behavior. Don't be mistaken for me being "desperate" with my "love". I do respect your feelings and most importantly you, and your care for me is immense, its just a matter that sometimes my ego stands against it.

myself being a bad writer, wanna exchange words with a poetry

A Struggle for Luv
A Longing for Home
So desperate to prove
dat our hearts aren't alone

While death looms wherewith
To make dust of our flesh
We seek in a myth
Our souls to enmesh

With a hero of hope
A rescuing source
To widen our scope
And give pith to our course

An unshakable tie
An attachment at core
Which might silence the cry
That our hearts are at war

With a pure set of eyes
Full of fire and proficient
To dispel all the lies
That our souls aren't deficient

Voice from a tombstone

She called me again...i don't know about her intension neither wanna judge her. but  she did her best to express some feelings. Those words just strike my pinna but her bad, they couldn't pass through my external auditory canal. Those words just died before they could survive to be a feeling. Yeah, for sure I asked her if she missed me. And her answer was positive. But all the doors to my heart were closed and she wasn't gonna get a second chance so I requested her not to miss me again. In a heavy voice I could hear a bold "OK".
I wanted her to know that my heart is already occupied by a wife material. Neha, love of my life. Yes off course, she's got all the perfections and a truck full of sweetness. Wanted to tell her how carefully my darling handles my anger, how she care about my subtle emotions my feelings, how much she loves me. But most importantly the call was already a minute long and I didn't wanna extend the conversation any further. She should've known that love always wins the battle especially when the antagonist is fame. Ok this much for today, it's my exam time and I've to prepare  the supper too. I'll continue on this topic later. Thank you for your precious time.

मुसी

मनको तिर्खा मेटि दिने पानी भेटियो
जीवनको महत्त्व बुझाइ दिने सानि भेटियो
आँखा को आँसु पुछी दिने नानी भेटियो
सधै साथ दिन्छु भन्ने उनिलाइ भेटियो