उनी

अलि अलि नक्कल पनि पार्न खोज्छिन् रे उनी!
कालो-रातो कपाल अगाडि झार्न खोज्छिन रे उनी!!
नसालु आँखा, अनि मन्द-मन्द मुस्कान
मै हुँ भन्नेहरूलाई पनि एकै नजरमा मार्न खोज्छिन रे उनी!!!

धोकेबाज

हेर्
त्यो झ्यालखानमा
झुटको इँटा छ
ईखको बालुवा
घमण्डको सिमेण्ट
र
अनिश्चितताको दैलो छ।
झ्यालखाना
र
प्रेम बीचको
साँघुरो 'आजाद' गल्लीमा
हिँड़िबस्छे
एउटी पागल
‘आज’।
चिनिराख् त्यसलाई। त्यो तेरो थियो।

Fast river

Early in the morning,
and in the late nights,
when the lights are all but gone,
and so are the ifs and mights,
my stream swells to a river,
aided by the storm,
demanding and entitled,
breaking through the walls,
I outpour my desires,
the wild and wilder falls,
and you, lover,
truly have no choice,
but to open wide and receive me,
into your yearning voice.

And so my waves rush
to meet you at the center,
louder and harder
with every of their beat,
I feel your skin channelling my water,
rhythmical pulsating,
the tremble in your whisper,
dash, dash, dash!
don't hold back now woman!
for you are that heat,
that water under pressure,
who brings about release,
so sweet,
so wanted by the flesh.

I'm sorry

They said to Look up, look up at the stars
Each alive and well with a beating heart
They said to Choose one, any one you want
Don't wait till morning they'll all be gone

And I searched and searched for the one I'll hold
Among the red and the blue and the gold
Eyes open wide, heat beating wild
Among the warm and the soft and the bright

Right up above and just out of reach
I found everything I will ever need
A brilliant shimmering silver star
Glowing in my heart and yet so far

Oh no, they said and broke my heart
Taken, not yours, just let it pass
But I found my one in a million and
I'll never let go, hope they'll understand

Mesmerising eyes

Darling, they only see your glasses but I see your beautiful eyes behind those glasses

My Sunshine

I fall asleep,
Under #lunar glow,
But you're the only light I need.

I call to thee,
Over luminous skies,
But you're the only light I see.

I look on stars,
So underwhelmed,
For you're the only light I want.

I heal the scars,
Overlook the fears,
For you're the only light for me.

apology

What do i think of myself huh!!

it's too hard for me to be happy without seeing you smile.
it's painful
i really owe you an apology.

Dear life,
Stop taking me into the loop of unsung lyrics
I can't hold it anymore when you direct the exact unhappenings
Stop taking me to the cemetery of dead dreams
I can't keep hearing the wailings of those dug beneath
Stop taking me to the wonders of rainbow
I can't keep going with it's charms invisible
Stop taking me to the polished roads
I can't un-prefer the walks I walk in roughs
Stop leading me to the land of clouds
I can't leave behind the scenes I lived
Stop doing every nuisance that has been to me
I don't have credit to every smiles I have given to as a gift
Dear life,
Hear me out for this once, huh??

Then repeat

A beautiful delight
Letting the senses
Warm up
Raise up
Find their rhythm
Find their blending
Find their bonding
Exploring and enjoying
Immersive touch
Confluence of depth
Emotions thru physical
A dance of ecstasy
A full length ride
Lingering fulfillment

blindfolded in crimson silk
he removes one sensation
to awaken
the rest
passion enveloped
in erotic elegance
they slow dance
pressing
their bodies closely
embracing
every
rhythmic pleasure
that beats out of them
serendipitously
their senses meet
climax
they rest
then repeat

Fiction

Let's go somewhere cozy,
Somewhere you can get to know me,
Ask me whatever you want to ask,
While I bask in the glory of being,
Right here, in this moment,
With you in my arms,
Let's do everything we can do,
To keep tonight from ending.

Me

I write perspectives on
my own experiences
in my life
it's how i am i find clarity
to pursue my way

My way is broken unnatural
poetry i cannot write
or be anything but this thing is EveryEmotion is
my disguise

My eyes are blinkered
my world my own
it's how i am.

PS: grammatical errors were intentional

EGO

I've no idea if it is my ego or my weakness, I just can't tolerate the feeling of being alone. Fear of losing you just hunts me time and again. I always want to call you mine, only mine. You might call me selfish or a person full of ego. I'm just stuck. Stuck in an ego trap, a situation where you let your own inflated perception of yourself distort reality and negatively influence your behavior. Don't be mistaken for me being "desperate" with my "love". I do respect your feelings and most importantly you, and your care for me is immense, its just a matter that sometimes my ego stands against it.

myself being a bad writer, wanna exchange words with a poetry

A Struggle for Luv
A Longing for Home
So desperate to prove
dat our hearts aren't alone

While death looms wherewith
To make dust of our flesh
We seek in a myth
Our souls to enmesh

With a hero of hope
A rescuing source
To widen our scope
And give pith to our course

An unshakable tie
An attachment at core
Which might silence the cry
That our hearts are at war

With a pure set of eyes
Full of fire and proficient
To dispel all the lies
That our souls aren't deficient

Voice from a tombstone

She called me again...i don't know about her intension neither wanna judge her. but  she did her best to express some feelings. Those words just strike my pinna but her bad, they couldn't pass through my external auditory canal. Those words just died before they could survive to be a feeling. Yeah, for sure I asked her if she missed me. And her answer was positive. But all the doors to my heart were closed and she wasn't gonna get a second chance so I requested her not to miss me again. In a heavy voice I could hear a bold "OK".
I wanted her to know that my heart is already occupied by a wife material. Neha, love of my life. Yes off course, she's got all the perfections and a truck full of sweetness. Wanted to tell her how carefully my darling handles my anger, how she care about my subtle emotions my feelings, how much she loves me. But most importantly the call was already a minute long and I didn't wanna extend the conversation any further. She should've known that love always wins the battle especially when the antagonist is fame. Ok this much for today, it's my exam time and I've to prepare  the supper too. I'll continue on this topic later. Thank you for your precious time.

मुसी

मनको तिर्खा मेटि दिने पानी भेटियो
जीवनको महत्त्व बुझाइ दिने सानि भेटियो
आँखा को आँसु पुछी दिने नानी भेटियो
सधै साथ दिन्छु भन्ने उनिलाइ भेटियो

My sunshine

Hey you, yes you you
you're soulful
you're sexual
you're spiritual
you're insightful
you;re magical
you're powerful
you're both
Light and dark
and for me 

you're everything💖💖

I think it was

In my heart

When I first

Saw you

I knew

Without any doubt

I would love you

Not just now

But

Beyond this forever

And that my breath

Would mean

Absolutely nothing

Without

The beat of your heart

😧

She made him a handsome poet

Engineering my destiny

It may sound funny in technical aspect about engineering someone's or your own destiny. You may think it isn't something which can be engineered or designed but you are absolutely wrong this time.

Engineering our destiny falls under internal engineering of human body. As this is my first blog and i'm quite short of time so promising of writing more about this i wanna leave . Thanks for giving your valuable time.